Tiu's Day

Lots of amazing dreams last night, from trying to run some sort of LARP in a fancy hotel, to being at work and having a colleague go to the latest Google Earth ultra-zoom to look at a funny link they'd found somewhere, and realizing that some satellite had captured me doing something naughty outside with a friend, and wondering whether my co-workers (or anyone else for that matter) would recognize me. It wasn't obvious it was me, I just recognized the place and my own clothing. Though my co-workers seemed to consist of Abby and other members of the NCIS team, i suspected it wouldn't take them long if they had a suspicion.

Finally got round to doing some cleaning last night, felt most productive. Managed to stay away from Return To Castle Wolfenstein even though I only have the boss in the ruined cathedral to kill to complete the mission, and taking out that particular boss is quite easy. In fact, it's minions are worse as the skull-throwers are far more accurate and seem to have a greater range.

Maybe tonight. Though maybe tonight I should get on with the KapCon website. Or write a game for it.

Now that superlate's game has ended (and I really should try and write up something about that too! ) I only have jarratt_gray's Mage : the Awakening game to play in. I think I need another game. I'm even beginning to get the itch to try and run a game myself again. I thought I'd lost that, and with an intense remote relationship on-going all my energy was going into that, but now both that and superlate's game are out of the way I have energy and time for other things.

As far as relationships go, I've got back on the horse, and have already started receiving some interest. But I don't think I'm going to invest as much in a deep relationship again for a while. The cost (financial, physical, and energy) seems a bit high. Made me think of Clive Owen's (Dwight's) line from Sin City (which I was watching while Ele moved out)

The Fire, baby. It'll burn us both. It'll kill us both. There's no place in this world for our kind of fire. Always and never.

Just realized that as Sunday was the two year anniversary of Ele's departure, it was quite ironic that was she sleeping in the house that morning, possibly the first time she had since then.

Watched The Matrix again last night with panda_pitt and wasup_bro and realized I was having fun. I have to say it's great having sons who enjoy similar things.